Tuesday, February 27, 2007
I am always looking down on myelf...saying negative things about myself. I just can't seem to think of the brighter side of life..i see no joy..i am just 0% optimistic. Somehow she would always say.." Stop it lahx... dun think about urself this way etc.."...she tries to make me feel more confident and positive.
At the same time...she also lowers my morale even more when she tells me to be positive and at the same time...makes me more hurt each passing day. I boost up my confidence just to get more hurt...
I just dun understand her..i really don't... her words gave hope.Its just too painful...her actions speak otherwise...its just too depressing
I still dun blame her..it is afterall..her personality that i liked.
Cherishing A Memory__ [5:28 PM]
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Well..today I had to go over to my cousin's house to be bullied by the small kids and also have dinner. I left my computer on and i had to time myself 45 mins and that i would be running back home to my computer before time is up to either heal my character in auto battle mode or to let him die continuously. So I ran back and forth twice actually...
This reminds me... on the 23rd of February, right after drama club, I wanted to accompany xiao mei to the interchange but was however called by a friend who needed help and advise on someone she liked...oh well so I went up and she wasn't there ... In the end, I had to run from the 3rd floor of the school and towards the interchange where xiao mei was already heading to. I took that small chance and with hope, I sprinted and reached her in time to bid farewell. I just had to meet her...
She didnt respond to me... At least i managed to at least see her off.
Cherishing A Memory__ [11:17 PM]
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Anyway...I didnt want to die because I had to buy for her a birthday present..so I searched the stores for a dolphin plusihe...but all I could find was a wierd Whale plushie...Oh well...So i bought it and tied a birthday card to it =p...hope she likes it
Wierd Mouth...huh?...
Cherishing A Memory__ [5:28 PM]
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Wow...Played mahjong till about 1:40 am in the morning...Zzz...I think I'm going to have a bad headache....since I only knew the Basic rules. Advance Rules were so hard to follow de...
Cherishing A Memory__ [1:41 AM]
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Yea~ Chinese New Year =p I received $70 worth of red packets at the stroke of midnight from my relatives. Speaking of relatives, Wow...the entire gathering at the house thingy became a gathering at a mini gambling den with BlackJack...Mahjong...Big Two, etc. Hehe...
Anyway...Wish All Of You Out There Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Cherishing A Memory__ [12:29 AM]
Friday, February 16, 2007
Chinese New Year is in 2 days time! and then I can start getting money from people hehehe... and with that, my Xbox 360 game Lost Planet will be bought and added to my collection of games lol.but too bad not going overseas...so I will probably be stuck in Singapore for a long...long time.
Cherishing A Memory__ [11:30 PM]
I miss my old SP days... all good things come to an end. E-games SP is closing down...its the sad truth..but memories will always remain within everyone's heart and soul who played this wonderful game. Good Bye SP...I will always remember everyone in the game.
Cherishing A Memory__ [2:41 PM]
Thursday, February 15, 2007
-.-...Need I emphasis more on the crap..? Biology was easy...however about chemistry, I don't think I will pass... and to make things worse, Homework for the entire 4 days of holidays..
Well, not everything's that bad...The Heart I made from 2 strips of paper is well kept by her =p...Wonder if more good things would come my way
Cherishing A Memory__ [8:33 PM]
Zzzz...Studying till 1:00 AM in the morning omg...this is crap...seriously.
Teachers should give lesser test..sigh. What bad luck I'm having this entire month...not to mention Chinese New Year to be round the corner.
Hope my luck changes And it better be fast
Cherishing A Memory__ [12:40 AM]
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
...So many friends giving chocolates around lolz...Nicholas Goh gave Mr Loo a Ferrero Rocher too =p...
During Chinese class, I making the present for Xiao Mei...Then Miss Zhang used me as an exampled for valentines day..making things for people .zZzz
Anyway...Today was really fun...Liyan Bestie also gave me 2 chocolate bears and a heart shaped sweet nicely wrapped...with -.-....scotchtape.
I wonder If Xiao Mei will like my present...
Cherishing A Memory__ [7:32 PM]
